Heartbreak

I’ve been down this road too many times now,

you can see my footprints pretty clear now.

the streets became a second home to me now,

And God I wish I could keep going, but I’ve given up it all seems hopeless.

And it hurt so much cause this is not me,

I’m a loving person, I’m optimistic.

But at the end of the day that did not matter,

You still left me, you left me shattered.

So now I do anything to drown my sorrows,

I spend my time alone with my intrusive thoughts debating on whether I want to see tomorrow.

I spend my time alone with my intrusive thoughts, trying to hold on to this thing call life.

But I don’t know if it’s worth fighting,

Cause I’m no longer living, and I’m barely surviving.

I’ve been down this road too many times now,

You can see my footprints pretty clear now,

And they won’t fade away.

I’ve lost hope, I’ve lost faith. In this lonely road…here’s where I’ll stay.

~KC